temptation

IN THIS WORLD I MUST BE PERFECT, PURE. I MUST REFRAIN FROM ALL THE NASTY, DIRTY THOUGHTS THAT LURK INSIDE ME, LIKE AN UNOPENED COCOON AWAITING BIRTH, A TRANSFORMATION OF SORTS TO THIS VIVID ,ALIVE AND UNINHIBITED CREATURE, YOU HAVE AWAKENED INSIDE OF ME ,SILENTLY SUBMISSIVELY YOU CALLED OUT TO ME ,WITH OUT SAYING A WORD, YOU HAVE SHAKEN ME LOOSE FROM THE HUM DRUM PREDICTABILITY OF MY FALSE SENSE OF NORMALCY. YOU,VE STIRRED ME DEEPLY IN THE HIDDEN DEPTHS OF MY SOUL, YOU HAVE TOUCHED ON ALL THAT IS TABOU, I FIND MYSELF DISGUSTED BY YOU BUT YET I'M INTRIGUED AND EXPOSED. MY SENSES HAVE BEEN HEIGHTEND , I FEEL YOU ALTHOUGH I'VE NEVER TOUCHED YOU ,I TASTE YOU ONLY IN THE WAY THAT I AM LONGING FOR WHAT IS NOT KNOWN . YOU CALL OUT TO ME, YOU COME FOR ME, BUT I WONT GO I AM AFRAID OF WHAT I MIGHT BECOME. v.holmes